No more breastfeeding.

Today is sort of a weird day. Casen had is first bottle of just formula. I had been transitioning his feedings, but today, I actually realized that my last time nursing him was last week! It feels good, but also bad at the same time. Maybe bad is not the word.

I know that there are so many opinions about breastfeeding. I know moms that do it, moms that just can’t and moms that wanted nothing to do with it. I only stopped because my husband and I are going on vacation to Mexico at the end of the month. I know, it seems silly and a bit selfish, but I didn’t want to have to worry about pumping every 3 hours. If we weren’t going I know I probably would have nursed him much longer.

We are not planning on having anymore children, so it is just weird knowing that I won’t get to experience nursing my baby again. Seems like I’m always posting about ‘firsts’…never thought I would be posting about ‘lasts’.